3 Decades

I wonder when or if I am already half way through my life yet.

Time just continues to fly and I sometimes find myself reviewing events that was, should have been or could have been.

If I become a father at 35, then my children (daughter first hopefully) would be 30 by the time I become 65.

Would I live past 2050? Could I ever get to 2057??

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I normally don't like to celebrate my birthday because it just reminds me that I'm getting old and that I'm getting closer to the end of my life.

Nonetheless, I do appreciate it when people treat me to something. My ex gave me a "Wife Pastry" as a wish for me to find my other half soon. I liked that. Not because it was my ex who gave it to me, but just because it was a quite an interesting and meaningful gift. I do hope to find my other half soon. I don't want to be marrying at such an old age as 35 or something.